last rat standing

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[Later, much later, he cleans up. He showers, finds clean clothes. He pulls himself together the way he always does: he buries what he feels. There was grief, and now he needs to put it aside. Now, he needs to do his job, - or at least cope until he can do his job.

He wanders the Barge, rather than announce his return. He knows there are people he ought to tell, but he's in no mood to field questions or deal with much of anything. He visits the CES, lingers on the deck, and hits the gym to eat a punching bag until his already exhausted muscles can take no more. Eventually, he makes himself visit the mess hall to have a bite, even though his appetite is gone. Some things you get used to in life: eating while grieving is not something Bond is used to, only something he knows he has to do.]

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