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[This is not the face of a man well content with life. This is the face of a man pissed off at having slept for God knows how long.]
First he puts me to sleep for weeks, then he asks me to look after a child. I'm beginning to wonder if he actually expects redemption.
Weren't we just in port? [Fuck this ride, fuck the Admiral, grump grump grump.]
[Private to Ellie]
Meet me in the gym.
[Private to the Admiral]
I would comment on the fact that I'm a grown man and haven't written a letter to Father Christmas in decades, but I've the feeling it will fall on deaf ears.
Take your letters and sod off.
[And because he literally cannot resist, a check list.]
First he puts me to sleep for weeks, then he asks me to look after a child. I'm beginning to wonder if he actually expects redemption.
Weren't we just in port? [Fuck this ride, fuck the Admiral, grump grump grump.]
[Private to Ellie]
Meet me in the gym.
[Private to the Admiral]
I would comment on the fact that I'm a grown man and haven't written a letter to Father Christmas in decades, but I've the feeling it will fall on deaf ears.
Take your letters and sod off.
[And because he literally cannot resist, a check list.]
Vesper | ..... | something for the cat to take a spin in. |
Cassel | ..... | a tailored suit. a bottle of fleur de champagne. condoms. [There was nose wrinkling.] |
Peter | ..... | a new camera. extra film/memory cards. |
Chris | ..... | a pomeranian. |
Ellie | ..... | something for the bloody sheep. |
Selina | ..... | the most expensive piece of art in the world. a french-english dictionary. |
Elena | ..... | twilight. [because he could do a thoughtful gift but why when he can bring sparling vampires into her life.] |
Daneca | ..... | copious alcohol. a martini glass. no - six martini glasses. she has to catch up. |
Stark | ..... | a toy sword. with plastic flames. lights up. etc. |
Lark | ..... | a stuffed dog. |
Bush | ..... | ship in bottle. hms nonsuch along its side. |
Babs | ..... | a little first aid kit. with a sign that reads 'FOR WOUNDED PRIDE' on top. |
Natasha | ..... | some russian cold war gadget. something ridiculous. |
Abigail | ..... | something with crocodile skin. boots, purse, i don't care. |
Archer | ..... | an invisible gun. maybe he'll shoot himself. |
Esther | ..... | a dead rat. [Because he will always be the last rat standing >(] |
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He nods slowly.]
You'd be mad if you didn't. Tell me about them.
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She looks so delicate, like a little faerie, but she's really, I don't know, really strong. Maybe stronger than any of us.
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I'd have refused. [His work has always been out of the public light, fortunately.
...Save that one time he blew up an embassy.] Why did you agree to it?
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Tell me about the ones you lost.
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You know, some people rise up to meet danger, but some people just let it swallow them? [ She glances to him for confirmation. ] Homer was one of the first kind. He was daft, invented this game called Greek Roulette where you go around bashing your head against windows in turn, and if the window breaks on your skull you have to pay. And he lit trails of kerosene across the road to frighten passing cars.
But when everything started, he really became responsible, grown-up. He started figuring out what to do next. He was our strength.
Chris was the second kind.
He started drinking. Whenever we'd hide in a house, he'd raid their grog, you could smell it on him. Before noon, even. Or when we were planning to attack or sneak past something. He started writing in his notebook all the time, this crazy poetry - these images. It was really good. But he never talked to anyone about it. Finally we went off without him for a while, and we got delayed at the other end.
When we came back, we found him dead. Pinned. He didn't even die right away. Nobody killed him, it wasn't a battle. He was just gone.
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And Robyn? Corrie?
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[ She wipes at her eyes. ]
We came back from blowing up the bridge so happy. It was our first real strike. We'd made a difference. And when we came back she'd been shot.
Kevin took her to the hospital. She went in a coma, and then she never - woke up.
We grew up together, you know? Ellie and Corrie. It was always both of us, and then she was gone. Just a grave.
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He exhales slowly, nods. He can't say he's ever had someone like that - his childhood, before his parents' accident, was wonderful an isolated. No best friends. The closest he ever had had come much later in life, and certainly hadn't left as good an impression. He doesn't try to relate on a personal level. It's more important that she have someone to listen.
To remember them.]
That's what they don't prepare you for, in training. How easily the people standing with you can just disappear.
[He falls silent, lets that be the prompt - to say more about Corrie, or to move on to Robyn.]
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It doesn't feel like it all makes sense. Corrie just died. It wasn't some big dramatic thing. She disappeared, life went on, and then she was dead, and life still had to go on. And now Ellie has this big gaping hole where Corrie and Robyn used to be, and she doesn't know how she survives, how she goes on minute by minute, but she does. ]
I miss them. [ Her voice breaks, a little. ]
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Nothing I say will change that. I can't bring them back. The lot of you never should have been in that war.
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[ She wipes her tears away. ]
We were all in the war. All of Australia.
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But you'd still fight?
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I mean - what else is there?
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[His tone is carefully neutral, but he's watching her for a potential blow up.]
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I didn't want to go at first. I screamed a bit.
But I knew we'd go. We had to go.
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Why didn't you surrender? Avoid everything.
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I see. Have you ever given up on anything?
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But not on my country.
Not when giving up means going into one of those camps, and laboring for people who stole our land and our houses. Or getting killed, maybe, and no one caring.
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I'd have done the same. At your age, I might have done worse. [That won't make this easy. Helping her find redemption for something he has difficulty holding against her will be tough.]
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