[This time, it's harder, because she wants to lean into him and appreciate the closeness they can't have under other circumstances, but another part of her wants to push away, that says if she can't have it normally, it was a stupid idea to use it as a cover. But she also knew walking stiffly and looking upset would alert everyone to the fact that there was something unusual going on here, so she tried to relax as they walked.]
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[This time, it's harder, because she wants to lean into him and appreciate the closeness they can't have under other circumstances, but another part of her wants to push away, that says if she can't have it normally, it was a stupid idea to use it as a cover. But she also knew walking stiffly and looking upset would alert everyone to the fact that there was something unusual going on here, so she tried to relax as they walked.]