Man it better not be hinging on i-love-yous, I still don't even know if I like boys or girls or both or neither. [ Being fifteen -- technically sixteen now -- is confusing, okay. Growing up on the barge? Even more so. ] I know I'm not interested in anybody right this hot second. So I think I'm safe from the I-love-you graduation.
It's kinda adorable that your nougat-y center was all 'I love you' bullshit though, really.
[ Because it is. ]
[ She looks out over the deck, still perfectly balanced. She's thinking of Arya, gone, of all the people who made it off over time, over things-- people going away, people coming back, Chris's huge bouts of stupidity. ]
It's okay.
That you're going.
I think some things...
They can't be fixed. Not like this. Rewriting some part of life, you're-- never going to not know that... they died or what it was like to lose them or that a world is gone or whatever stupid deal someone is after.
I have to be okay with Chris saving a world that isn't mine because he's not my Chris and that won't be my Daddy. I'm not going to graduate and go away to some reward. If I graduate at all, it'll be to-- to trying to keep Dave alive and going underground because Marcus is a cop and I can't destroy his life by living mine under his roof.
I'm not going to stay here and get a deal to change any of that. That's the shit I died with, that's the shit I'll live with if the Admiral doesn't just put me down the trash incinerator first.
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It's kinda adorable that your nougat-y center was all 'I love you' bullshit though, really.
[ Because it is. ]
[ She looks out over the deck, still perfectly balanced. She's thinking of Arya, gone, of all the people who made it off over time, over things-- people going away, people coming back, Chris's huge bouts of stupidity. ]
It's okay.
That you're going.
I think some things...
They can't be fixed. Not like this. Rewriting some part of life, you're-- never going to not know that... they died or what it was like to lose them or that a world is gone or whatever stupid deal someone is after.
I have to be okay with Chris saving a world that isn't mine because he's not my Chris and that won't be my Daddy. I'm not going to graduate and go away to some reward. If I graduate at all, it'll be to-- to trying to keep Dave alive and going underground because Marcus is a cop and I can't destroy his life by living mine under his roof.
I'm not going to stay here and get a deal to change any of that. That's the shit I died with, that's the shit I'll live with if the Admiral doesn't just put me down the trash incinerator first.
[ She looks over at him, jaw set and hard. ]
You learned to live with it too, right?